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October 2008 - In the previous update, I was
openly wondering as to whether I was doing a
Hot Stepper or a Cool Running. Of course,
asking the question is answering it and so I
took a break.
Cool Runnings, after 1 1/2 month?
Greetings!
It sure feels good to be back on track.
Sure, I needed the break but there is
nothing better than sitting down and doing
the works. After all, there's no need for a
Hot Steppers because in order to do this
work I need to be cool, so to speak.
I do plan to take it easy in the coming
times, because I know that I'm not where I
would love to be. Not yet, that is.
As I told Zeph Daniel in an interview a
couple of months ago, I am facing the fact
that I am what some people call "autist".
I know this for several years now, and even
though I didn't wanna speak about it
publicly, I know that the time had come to
speak out about it still.
It is because of this situation, that I
simply need to create a certain environment
in which I can work and produce the best. I
need to live in some kind of routine, and
when things mess that down I can get into a
state wherein I simply do not know what to
do anymore.
Of course, you cannot change the universe
to make it fit. There are simply
circumstances which you cannot control, but
in their turn do influence your life. And I
need to deal with that fact just like anyone
else. However, the way I deal with it is
quite different than "non-autists"
would deal with it.
Anyway, I think I have managed to
incorporate everything that happened to me
in these last months into my life. And it
sure feels good to work the works again.
Cool Runnings!
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