November 2007 - The year 2007 has been the
most intense year in my (spiritual) life,
and the year isn't even over yet. Where is
my spiritual journey leading me to?
An in-depth report wherein several
examples of attempted traumatizing are
analyzed and placed in a spiritual
A few months ago, I started what I dubbed
"a spiritual journey called Psalm
91". It was, and still is, a journey
that leads me to a higher overstanding of
just who I am, and why things happen the way
The journey started this year, when Jah
told me to go public with a lot of things
that I would usually keep for myself and/or
a small circle of friends or Idren. The
reason why I kept them for myself is the
fact that it has to do a lot with the
supernatural as well as psychology, if you
Being a public figure, the reason why I
had to share what I had to share is kind of
I am nobody special, which is exactly the
reason why Jah wants me to speak out on
certain topics. What happened to me, happens
to millions of people every day and it has
everything to do with the mechanism used by
Babylon Shitstem to keep people in slavery.
That's why what happens to me can be used
by you, my dear reader, to be applied in
your own life as my experiences only reveal
So let's grab some experiences of these
last months and discover together just how
Satan and his foot soldiers will do anything
they are allowed to do in order to fight
down Jah Children.
At one time, I was under attack by
churchicans, atheists and even
homosexualists all having their agenda to
mash down Reggae Culture with their
Politikal Korrektness, all worshipping and
obeying the God Of This World Order,
whatever his name is to them.
My publications on Christafari provoked
some people to fiercely defend the very
Church System which Christafari chooses to
work for. Nothing was spared: even racism.
One guy registered to a website just for me,
with an outright racist name referring to
what he thought is my skin color, and the
word "business" behind it.
He came to defend the church, too...
Other publications about Babylon System
provoked yet another group to do exactly the
same. Shame on me, they say, for I do not
accept the not-so-gay-homosexual-lifestyle
as being on the same level as Holy Marriage
between man and woman. They even claim such
things on Reggae Websites.
Am I being sarcastic, here? Unfortunately
not. Unfortunately, I am talking about a
factual and a serious situation.
Some people actually claim, that
Consciousness and Rastafari should lead one
to accept the not-so-gay-homosexual
lifestyle, or even Christafarianism.
Just look at the following quote (typo's
I mean....for someone who
"claims" to be a "conscious
spiritauls rasta" who has a website
dedicated to "spreading
consciousness"....he has a hatred for
MANY different social groups of
people....he has spoken about hes hatred
Christians...including Christafari!!! (SOURCE)
Hate? Yes, according to the Babylonians
"hate" is when you do not accept a
certain philosophy, a certain doctrine. Hate
is, when you do not accept homosexuality and
hate is, when you "even" do not
"Hate" being the name of any
crime against Politikal Korrektness, you
see. For when you Konform, this is
"Love". And "everything"
is "all" about "love",
Every critique on Babylon Shitstem and
Philosophy is seen as "hate", and
in Babylon "haters" are open
target. You can scorn them, insult them,
beat them and even chase them. All in the
name of "love", obviously.
Kind of like the "love" I
engaged as a little child, when I was told
how the God Of This World Order is called
Jesus Christ and he wants everyone to become
Good Babylonians. If you are unable to do
so, for example because you are -like me-
handicapped, you will feel it all your life.
This mechanism was revealed to me BIG
TIME this last year. As I was directly
involved in a "debate" with
atheists, churchicans and defenders of the
not-so-gay-homosexual-lifestyle, they would
apply the very same methods that I knew so
very well from a very young age.
Just to show me how big the
"love" of the Babylonians is, Jah
told me before to speak out about certain
trauma's that I received in my life.
Trauma's given to me by the Good Babylonians
who were -in the Name of Yesus or Politikal
Correctness- practicing Hate in the name of
I would write about a specific trauma,
and I would subsequently see how certain
ones not only read what I wrote, they would
actually use that knowledge to try and push
me down even further. They would try to trigger
my trauma so that I would walk along
with the Politikal Korrekt Paradigm in order
to lose that ugly feeling the trauma would
They would openly debate amongst
themselves, how much "I" was
"in need" for "medical
attention". In other words, they would
simply say that I am crazy, a fool, an
idiot. They would threaten me, too, by the
In this time, I saw how trauma's were a
control mechanism. I saw the horrible truth
behind the phrase "Trauma-based Mind
Kontrol" as I learned all about the way
the Babylonians would treat (what they think
was) me in their desperate attempts to make
me walk according to the Party Line.
I would witness how folks that bawl
"love and unity" all the while,
would openly say how that would not apply to
them when they would ever meet me face to
face. The reason being that I will not
accept the Party Line about homosexuality.
One guy said he would love to take a
plane now and beat me up, but not after
stealing Dubroom Midifiles and putting them
on the Internet with satanic titles such as
"Masonic Tribes of Israel" and
more lately a tune called "Kish",
which he explained as a message from him to
me that "I" can "kish his
Apparently, people like me are good
enough to provide drum and basslines to
those who are unable to come up with riddims
for themselves, and apparently we should
simply accept the hate and insults and even
Of course, we see the mechanism of the
vampire at work here. It's a fact of nature,
that children of Satan will never be able to
create anything as they will always have to
devour creation in order to exist anyway.
But it goes beyond that, even.
To use what is given as a praises to JAH
and to change it into worship of Satan is an
act of blasphemy. And that is exactly what
the guy did and keeps doing, even announcing
all of this publicly, next to his threats he
wants to take a plain and beat me up.
The guy who tells me that he loves to
beat me up but not after using my drum and
basslines also e-stalks people, even female.
He will bomb people who are on MySpace
friend list with friend requests and emails.
One sister told me how he would send a
friend request and when she wrote back how
she knew him and wanted him to stay away, he
did not respect that and kept sending
emails. He would place the picture of the
sistren on a different website, insult her
by calling her "Messian Dread's biggest
fan" and thing, in an obvious exposure
of his true nature.
Stalking women seems to be a habit that
is present with more of my opponents. One of
them is a convicted stalker who also served
time in prison for children porno found on
his computer. He even has a website about
his case... (LINK)
In 1996, he heard how I was hating what I
thought was Yesus before I became born again
and he keeps writing until this day how I am
a "Satanist". He also likes to
call me a "white supremacist",
even though he himself is a white guy. UB40,
by the way, according to this white guy, are
also "white supremacists".
I can go on and on and on, exposing just
how the wicked will try to trigger trauma's,
or create trauma's even, when you are JAH
Child doing JAH Works.
But the examples I just gave are just
All of these examples show how the wicked
will use positive things, JAH blessings and
fruits of His Works in us, just to express
their complete hatred against the Creator
and His children.
Lies and insults, even the absurd
accusation of being loved, these are all
things we have to face when we dare to speak
out about Babylon, or dare to worship JAH by
His Name and Title as Head Creator. The hurt
can be big, it can trigger ancient trauma's
or even create new ones.
They will try to trigger your trauma's so
that you will Konform, and when that turns
out to be impossible because of the way you
are created, the attempts to paralyze you
In this journey, I discovered the
mechanisms. I discovered, why it is so
necessary to see this a spiritual thing and
not as a carnal thing. It is within our
flesh, that the enemy will try to get at us,
but the reason for that is that they can
never touch our spirits.
They will try to devour our flesh and
blood, for example by triggering our
trauma's, for who we are spiritually.
Because they can not get at our spirit, they
will get at our flesh. And they hope we will
respond in flesh, too!
Another thing that I learned in this, is
that I should not look for liberation from
my trauma's. I should not look for being
healed, if you will, at least not until the
degree our traumatizers want us to long for
What does it matter, if I get healed from
my trauma's if I am surrounded by wolves and
vampires, even devils who will look to
traumatize me again and again on a daily
What does it matter, if all I do is seek
for healing or shelter in a desperate
attempt to save my flesh and blood?
JAH did heal me to a great extend from my
trauma's, though. However, I discovered that
He healed me from those things that would
have potentially brought me in the danger
So, am I still traumatized?
Big Time, even.
And I feel it every day!
As a child, I would be traumatized and I
would start to hate what I thought was
"Jesus Christ". Since I was
traumatized in the Name of that Yesus
because I am not able to become a good
Babylonian, I thought I had to "love
This is how strong trauma's can be,
especially for a young child as I was in
But now I am healed. I know Jesus Christ,
and I know there is a god of this world
order called Satan but some call him Jesus
Christ too and they love the Shitstem of
that "Jesus Christ"....
Even if the whole "Christian
World" would attack me for being a
Rasta or for not being against Herb Smoking
or even for reviewing Reggae Music, and they
would claim how I would be burning in hell
forever because of that, I will no longer
get hurt or intimidated by that.
There was a healing there, and it was
But the healing takes place within my
consciousness rather than within my flesh
My handicap will not go away, I will
still feel the trauma's I had as a young
child when I see some "Christian"
"accusing" "me" of
"being a Rasta" (as if that is the
same as being a Satanist), for example.
I will still feel the pain if people
debate among themselves what kind of
"mental problem" they would like
to impose on me so that they can continue
doing their evil works since all they have
against them is "a guy with a mental
However, all these attacks land in the
"return to sender, address
unknown" category. The attacks are
aimed at my spirit, because it is my spirit
that causes my soul and body to do what I am
doing, but land in my soul where ancient
trauma's are still there.
You see, the traumatizers are unable to
find my spirit, as they do not know the
My spirit is born of JAH, "born
again" as we say. Because of this
situation, my spirit is in direct and
continual contact with Jah and even further:
my spirit is safely in the Secret Place Of
the Most High, as Psalm 91 describes.
My spirit is not sick, or ill, or
wounded. My spirit is not traumatized and
can not be traumatized. My spirit is whole
and does not need healing. And it is my
spirit that guides me.
Yes, most of the time when we speak about
"me", "I", or
"you", we speak about our souls.
Our souls, different from our spirit. Our
souls, held captive when we are possessed.
Our souls, deeply traumatized.
JAH teaches us to know ourselves to be
little trinities of body, soul and spirit.
Subsequently He teaches us that although
these three are one, there are differences
Everything that deals with the trauma,
deals with our souls. However, when we are
spiritual we know how to place our soul in
the right perspective and so I will bypass
my soul consciousness when it comes to these
matters discussed in this update.
There is nothing I can do about it:
Satan's spiritual warriors will attack my
soul for it is the best they can ever reach,
and I will keep doing what I spiritually
know I have to do.
And I do this as part of "The Normal
Every born again person should know that
our souls, our hearts, will not tell us the
truth. When we know the truth, our souls can
say a different thing because of trauma's
but it will not change the truth and so JAH
teaches each and everyone of us to become
more and more.... spiritual, throughout the
And this principal of the Normal
Christian Spiritual Life can perfectly be
applied in situations wherein we are
traumatized and triggered by the evil ones
for who we are spiritually.
The triggers are still there, the
trauma's are still there, but there is no
use whatsoever for these trauma's to be
there in the first place. The evil ones may
try and trigger trauma's, but they cannot
force me to listen to these trauma's as if
they were telling me the truth about my
Each time the enemy tries to trigger a
trauma, I have -in my soul consciousness- to
make a choice. I will either listen to the
trauma and consider it to be describing
reality to me, or I can choose to walk in
Truth as JAH Revealed Himself to be Truth
Incarnated through YESUS KRISTOS Who Is JAH
and that choice is really not so hard to
Throughout this year, and the 22 years
before that in which I know myself to be
born again through the works of Yesus
Kristos Who is JAH, I have learned to
discern between my body, my soul and my
In the journey JAH sent me on, I
discovered until a deeper level just why I
was traumatized, and the technical mechanism
and reasons for the traumatization.
I did not discover this just for the sake
of knowledge, obviously.
I did not only discover it, to get to
know myself to a deeper level too, getting
to know the one who JAH created, the spirit
who was born of JAH on august 6, 1985 when I
was born again.
I believe, I predominantly discovered it
to share with my brothers and sisters who
also know themselves in truth to be born
again through Yesus Kristos Who is JAH.
This specific journey I am on has not led
me to my final destiny either. I am about to
discover much more. As it seems now, I am
even going to travel physically as a result
of this journey and it will be to another
I'll keep you posted!